damnit, who can feel the stress coming back already?

I don't want to go bk to school, sounds dumb i know but like there seems to be a lot of stress built up in this year and its hard to handle it at times. This holiday has been well needed and has been stress-free but still i dnt want it to end.

Have had a great time this holiday with Gem, its been really great recently and i feel we've gotten so close so quick its really quite amazing. Spent yesterday just laughing with her and watching DVDs i loves it =D hehe.

Of course also had plenty of laughs with Rob, dave and curley etc :) hehe

I dno wht im more worried about, the fact that after about 3weeks my school life ends, people will be going all over england to go to uni and some people i may never talk to again =( Of course i'd try my best to keep in touch with everyone but i just fear things will change greatly =(

I'm glad im not the only one tho that has felt pressured since day one into uni. wihtout being able to make my own choice it seems. Its so scary... I dnt think i want to go this year, i may take a year out. *siiigh*

Well, this was a random update *yay me* byeee

my god is there any point in my having a livejournal? All i do is neglect it haha never actualy update. Well, except once every blue moon like this update but its never a true update lol.

I would say from now on i'll try to update but i actually never know what to write lol, i mean my life isnt all that interesting, well it is, i mean theres gemma for a start. But like i tell my friends my problems or funny things that happen in my life so theres no point in actually typing it on here lol. Maybe i'll start just for the fun of it anyways (hmm maybe... lol)

Well, i'll leave it as that for now. i MAY update, but if you know me you know that its probably not going to happen haha.

Blargh :D

Haha, oh how the title of this entry sounds like a Artic Monkeys song :) lol

Saturday was ohso interesting. It was going ohso well, nipple was pierced, United won, was out with gem what else could i ask for? hehe

BUUUUUT

We had to get offa one bus cuz some kiddie was sick, i left my bag upstairs went to go get it and it was gone, stoled, not there :(... Basically someone took it, sad cunts.
Got onto another bus and then a coupla stops up teh road some women that i saw on the other bus got on, she looked at me adn said "what you looking at me for, is it cuz someone stole you H&M bag?" thing is i didnt mention a H&M bag ¬_¬ guilty fecking conscience me thinks!!! Then she called me racist because she was the only black perosn on the bus... okaaaaay. pfft ah well, things got better after taht so tis all good.

Went back to Gems house for awhile watched some tv n stuuuuuuffffs then walked to the bus stop with herrrrrrrrrrrrrr :)

:) Me and Gemma are going out now :):):):):) YAYAYAYYA :):))):):))!!!! hehehe <3333333

That therefore made mikes day ohsoohsoohsoOHSO much better :)

that is all x x x

Rawr..

Not that i update much at all or anything

But mikes going to New York at 5am tomorrow... so i wont be back til thursday :) wish my a good journeys

Love for all x

Think i'm over reacting really.

Wish i knew what to do about it, to everyone else this won't seem big, RAWRRRR lol

..that is all..

Plus44 - No It Isn't


Please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you
This is where the road crashed into the ocean
It rises all around me
And now we're barely breathing
A thousand faces we'll choose to ignore

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

I listen to you cry
A cry for less attention
But both my hands are tied
And I'm pushed into the deep end
I listen to you talk but talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
So search for an excuse
And someone to believe you
In foreign dressing rooms
I'm empty with the need to

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation leaves me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Curse my enemies forever
Let's slit our wrists and burn down something beautiful
This desperation is leaving me overjoyed
With fading lights that lead us past the lives that we destroy

Please understand

Lay rotting where I fall
I'm dead from bad intentions
Suffocated and embalmed
And now all our dreams are cashed in
You swore you wouldn't lose then lost your brain
You make a sound that feels like pain

So please understand
This isn't just goodbye
This is I can't stand you

:( I miss having someone to hold, and someone holding me..

you must not know about me, yu must not know about meeee (8)

:):):):)

RANDOM:):):)

HAHA

ROB IS HERE TOO HE CALLED ME A FAG BECUASE IDID NOT MENTION HIM. I LOVE IHM, IN THE BUM BUM, YES YOU HEARD. _____BUM BUM BUM_____

(_____________________Y_____________________)
/|\
*fart*
LOOK A BUM!

:) YES

you HEARD!

well, my first exam in my mind went really really well. However i have now noticed i really shoudlstart revising much earlier. Why do i always leave things to the lastminute? hehe.. Normally it works but i think you'll find when you ahve two Psychology exams in one day its probably not best to do so.

However here is my theory, If i revise a shit load of one psychology exam and pass it, Its better to do that than revise a lot and worry lots on both exams and fail them both?
Correct?
well sorrta..

Can't wait til those exams are out of the way, Then i ave like 2weeks to sit and worry about my Media exam. But i've been studying for that exam already so its not such a worry. And believe me, i won't wait til a day before to revise for it! I have learnt my lesson! lol... Gawwwdddd

So yeah, Lifes looking up right now which is nice, Works fine, schools getting there, friends are fun and things are just genereally looking up. Felt stressed to hell today because of exams, tiredness and family arguements but it'll be all over soon :) yay.

9am tomorrow, bothmy exams. Lets hope revising a hell of a lot for one should worrrkk and i can blag a few marks from my other exam.

I know D's aren't great marks, but its nice to know you have a D to fall back on if you do worse in this exam, ahh the art of retakes... a D is still a pass apparentlylol... Considering my overall grade for Psy is a C, i think if i get a C in one exam and still have a D my overall grade moves up to a B :) can't complain there.

*SIGH* wish me luck y'all

Thankyou in advace hahah <3

A guide to cutting stencils

• Think from outside the box.

• Collapse the box and take a fucking sharp knife to it.

• Leave the house before you find something worth staying in for.

• It's easier to get forgiveness than permission.

• Spray the paint sparingly onto the stencil from a distance of 8 inches.

• Be aware that going on a major mission totally drunk out of your head will result in some truly spectacular artwork and at least one night in the cells.

• When explaining yourself to the Police its worth being as reasonable as possible. Graffiti writers are not real villains. I am always reminded of this by real villains who consider the idea of breaking in someplace, not stealing anything and then leaving behind a painting of your name in four foot high letters the most retarded thing they ever heard of.

• Remember crime against property is not real crime. People look at an oil painting and admire the use of brushstrokes to convey meaning. People look at a graffiti painting and admire the use of a drainpipe to gain access.

• The time of getting fame for your name on its own is over. Artwork that is only about wanting to be famous will never make you famous. Any fame is a by-product of making something that means something. You don't go to a restaurant and order a meal because you want to have a shit.



Ha ha ha, Banksy is a fucking legend, not only does his art really fucking rock but he has the best quotes ever


The time of getting fame for your name on its own is over. Artwork that is only about wanting to be famous will never make you famous. Any fame is a by-product of making something that means something. You don't go to a restaurant and order a meal because you want to have a shit.

what a legend?